This week has been
incredible. I have learned so much. It feels like it's been a lifetime. One
lesson that I learned quite powerfully was that of humility. As it says in PMG
“Humility is not a sign of weakness, it is a sign of spiritual strength.” We
had a conference with Elder and Sister Haleck and I really wanted to learn what
Heavenly Father wanted to teach me. And something that really stuck out to me
was what Sister Haleck said. She spoke of the last supper with the apostles and
when the Savior is telling them of the betrayal from one of the Apostles. She
read to us Matthew 26:18-22. What really stuck out to me was what the apostles
said, all of them asking “Lord is it I?” These men who had walked with the
Savior, seen his miracles and learned from him, were looking at themselves, in
a humble manner, asking themselves if they would be the one to betray the
Savior. They weren’t pointing fingers, like a lot of us would today, but were
asking themselves, Will I do it? Will I be the one who won’t live up to the
things I have been taught and the lessons I have learned and applied?
I felt within myself
that this is the experience that the Lord has given me as I have served a
mission. He has given me so many experiences that have literally changed my
life. So to speak he took me from the water, being a fisher for myself, to
being a fisher of men. Now of course I’m not anywhere near perfect, but I’m
trying. I feel that I have seen such a change in myself and I feel that I come
even closer now then ever to knowing the Savior. And the lesson I learned from
the conference was now, what will I do with all the experiences I’ve had as a
missionary? Will I betray the Savior, or will I stand strong, finish the good
fight and keep pressing forward? Will I embrace the Gospel of Jesus Christ here
on the mission and then continue on afterwards? What is my path? IN that moment
I felt strongly to commit myself to always embrace the culture of the Gospel,
to stand on the right hand of God and be open to His command and His will. I
felt that I needed to say right then and there that no matter what happens I
will do all that I can to follow the example of my Savior and serve Him with
all my heart, might, mind and strength.
But as we all know we
come short, we falter, we fail. We mess up and we feel burdened down, but the
Lord already made the plan to change that, to make sure that no matter the
mistakes we make there would be a law of mercy, and justice that would help us
to get back on the right path. Ether 12:27 reads " And
if men come unto me I will show unto them their weakness. I give unto men
weakness that they may be humble; and my grace is sufficient for all men that
humble themselves before me; for if they humble themselves before me, and have
faith in me, then will I make weak things become strong unto them."
The Lord sees that we
have the desire to become like him, but we have weakness, which pulls us short
of the Glory of God, but He has promised us grace. He has promised us that He
will make our weakness as a strength, that one day we will not come short of
the Glory of God any longer, but we will be like Him.
And what we can do
to help this process along is by doing all that we can to learn of the Nature
of God and Jesus Christ, and learn then apply the things we learn. We won’t be
perfect, but we will be that much closer to becoming like Him.
Elder Bruce R.
McConkie said “Let us then consider the mystery of godliness from the Lord’s standpoint,
setting forth correct principles, which will enable all who are spiritually
enlightened to keep themselves on the proper path. Let us do so with courage
and without fear, but in reverence and with an open mind. If we are contrite
and receptive, if we truly desire truth, and if we are guided by the Spirit in
our search, we shall come off triumphant. We shall embrace every true principle
and shunt every false doctrine back into the enveloping darkness from whence it
came.”
This in and of
itself is Humility. We realize that the Lord loves us enough to allow us this
opportunity. And what makes it even better is to be able to see it occurring in
the lives of others. To see someone else start their path to becoming more like
our Heavenly Father brings nothing but joy and happiness, which is what we saw
this week with our investigators.
Our purpose is to
invite all to come unto Christ because that is how they will come to know God
and be like Him.
We met an
amazing woman this week. She moved into the area a little over 6 months
ago and the whole time she has been here, she has been praying to meet good
people. Little did she know what she was praying for. :) One member family lives
just up the road from her and she had seen them on multiple occasions dressed
and running off to different Church functions. She was able to meet them a
couple of weeks ago and she had the most amazing experience. They chatted and
talked about eternal families and the Gospel and both ended up in tears because
the power of the spirit. We talked to the members and they were going to
introduce us to her. We had been at their house and we were leaving and she
happened to just come outside to put rubbish in the bin. :) We started chatting
and she invited us in. We had a amazing experience and she invited us back. We
taught the Restoration and testified to her that she had been prepared by the
Lord. She kept looking at us and said, It’s true! It’s true! She then came to
church and it was WONDERFUL! Sacrament meeting was perfectly geared toward her. It was a
beautiful experience. She is amazing. WE love her! I love that the Lord
counted us lucky enough to be in the right place at the right time to be able
to meet her.
Another amazing
experience was with another investigator who I’ve mentioned before. WE
hadn’t been able to meet up with her since we set her baptismal date. We prayed
on Friday night asking what the Lord wanted us to do. We had felt prompted to
invite her to be baptized on the 31st of may and we knew that if she
didn’t come to Church this Sunday then she wouldn’t be able to. So because of
the guiding hand of the Lord we were able to catch her right before she ran out
the door and we invited her to Church. She said yes and we got her a ride and
SHE CAME! She came to church and she loved it. She kept saying, this is better
then my own church. This is better then anything I’ve experienced before. She
asked us for her own copy of the Book of Mormon and she is excited for her
Baptism on the 31st! Yay! Miracles!
Heavenly
Father loves us so much! I love the paths of conversion that I have been able
to witness as a missionary and I’m so grateful that we have the Savior to look
to as an example and follow in His footsteps!
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